book person, dog person, gay person ♥ they/them or she/her ♥ i care about you ♥ my tag is #spark barks
"how are you?"
what she says: great, thanks! how are you?
what she means: i'm actually happy and feel like i can solve my problems and i have hope for the future and it's genuinely terrifying and i don't know how to fix it but i feel like by experiencing happiness i'm somehow guaranteeing that bad things are going to happen to me soon and i should be worrying in anticipation of the bad things because -